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Friday, May 04, 2007


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i found a perfect salon to cut my hair
after mid-year or maybe much further
when i have my hair long .

jeric salon
or red salon is so cool.
i like the atmosphere when i was
looking through their web.
its so modern and so classic.

they got ding jian stylist
one of the stylist EIJI
work more than 15 years in
tokoyo, clients need to wait
for 1 month to reserve his service. super cool.

yohei also quite good i think
but not as good as eiji, cause eiji
is way too COOL.
jeric is also very COOL.

jeric's hair product are
named after his . wow
plus LUCIDO-L was his
collaboration with japan.
indeed can say is a every girl
need somehow like the show called
AI QING MO FA SHI.haha
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is it fate or destiny ?
or was it the power from that ___ ____?
neverless, i'm glad to see you online.
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COMBINED SCIENCE.
physics maybe will get borderline or fail
chemistry can at least get B.
what i learn in physics didnt came up
what i didnt learn in physics all came up. how suay?

went to consult the doctor,
i request him to give me a stronger
flu medicine than the one he gave me last time.
that packet of medicine only have 6 white big tab.
it can act as an sleeping pill, only mine is more powerfull
cause it heal my flu haha.

went to lot 1, follow sis to music school
then went window shopping with maid.
which is called dazuna named by ME.

bought hair product,cell home jewel
and went to the library for cookery book.
dazuna borrow 2 thai cookery book
that library LAN de dont have any drums
book.

anyone wanna go VIVO?for shopping/interest/walk.
i might be going with nissah
for that huge bookshop where
we could find our motivation
and let out our interest
in the music section.

i wanna go town area.
maybe the june holidays might be going
to town area more often? with?
there might be a caught up of
band piano and remedia.
damn... i want my holiday be a peacefull one
i dont mind having piano and band cause its music
but can i dont have remedia?
especially all the subject expect chemistry.

movie marathon starting quite soon
then every weekends movies movies movies.
wee~ yanqing is dating me for shrek3 and spider man 3
i'm dating kelvin for shrek3 and spider man 3
(he didnt say what movie,he just say okay we can go out for movies)
so i decide? haha whatever we will still be decide-ing when
we found a time to meet up with each other.

i have the perfect plan in my mind
i hope it turn out right when the day come*

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things in the house are just
not right, not that cosy home anymore
is a home when everytime i need to go home
i will think "huh, haiz can dont go back?"
how terrible is it? a place that make me sick of.
every single corner make me tired in the house.

when can there a day where i not sick of my family?
my dad dong bu dong jiu let out his anger on me (mostly)
or my sister or my mum. and my mum dong bu dong
jiu let out her anger of me because dad let it out on her.
what kind of logic is this?there is not a time when the family
is very peacefull. there is when DAD is not around .

but why they never ever let it out to sister?
why they let out on me le, their attitude toward
my sister is totally different from mine?
is like 360 degree de lian bian sheng la.

i cant do anything i want,
even talking on the phone,
whether the gender of the person
is female or male they dont let.
and now my mum want me to pay
the extra bill from my phone bill
because my outgoing call has exceed
but my outgoing call is only call
home,dad,mum,maid, sometime friends.
i call my friends only ask them important things la
we talk also didnt talk more than 20 mins arhx.

the brisbane trip is cancel-ed
i take up a course in jewerllery course
both also didnt tell my dad larh,imagine i tell him?
he will give me that face. brisbane trip i consult him 2 timex
i watsted enough energy so this time i not going to tell him
abt the future plan to hawaii.
jewerllery course, he will say you learn this and that for what
you also dont study.
like i said i wanted to learn baking he say you focus
on your piano and studies jiu can le dont think that much.
i'm better in my hands more than my brain.
i find my brain useless i cant think much for studies
i only can memorise abit and the next time you asked me
i can tell you i forgot already.

like maths i have forget everything ms philip had taught me
and poa cause i dont understand a single shit now.
i have to self teach myself about the revenue stuff.

tao yan jiu shi tao yan
want to get parttime job in holiday
i think also cannot, they surely ask me
to work in their office,but i want to experience
the social working life, cause your office is like i slack
cause i dont care and i dont know how to do.
i never ever intend to take over the company before
it never come poping out in my brain before.

i just prefer others much more, to food or music or arts or beauty
never ever a life sitting in the room facing the computer whole day.

after reading jac blog
i realise i need to be daring enough
to oppose to my parent of what i want cause
"i'm the only one who can make my choice for
my needs,my life, my future." (taken from jac)
every choice i make is the future that i'm leading to.

even if its a wrong choice i still have to face it,
parents are just the one giving me advise but never
ever stop me from doing anything.

i'm fifthteen and i dont know what happening
in the world in everywhere.
i like a child hand cruff beside my parents
super pathetic. i hate,they say they give me
alot of freedom but i cant feel it, i want to go out
with my friends till late night which mean around 8
but they want me be back at 7. when i want to be back
around 9 i trying to get this by proving to them that
with results. i'm trying very hard.
i can see that i going to break down in no time.
i'm weak already, it surpose to be that i'm always very strong
according to astro and that i can recover in no time
but this time dont think so.

listening to DEAREST in jac blog
is sounded so familiar
like mvp qing ren.
but i dont think it is.

can i have my brain washed?
but i only want to remember
the times i spend with kelvin and ruiting.
the music i made the section, the band when
i'm sec 1 can this be happen? it can happen if i have
an car accident and lost my memory but
the memories i wanted to remember will also be deleted.
i dont want I DONT WANT.

i hate this stupid stinky life
i hate the way everythings goes
i hate this place so much
i hate it i hate it
i want to ran away.
far far away from this place.




SHERMINE
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Friday, May 04, 2007